Category: Journal
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Fuck What You Heard
I get it, I do. Those of you who have never suffered through Narcissistic Abuse would have a hard time understanding. This state of things, where the victim appears to have outsized reactions, blowing up, screaming, even getting violent, where it’s difficult to tell who is really the narcissist is the norm. It is customary […]
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Dear Sister
Mom told me I should talk to you, but I think we both know how awkward that would be. How two little girls who shared a bedroom and a toybox full of Barbies turned into women who haven’t talked at all in three years, I’m not sure. I think you started slipping away when we […]
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Same Shit, Not Today
Fucking Justin just had to let him in. I can hear them downstairs, even over the music, and I’m losing my mind. It’s like my whole soul is tearing at the inside of my body, digging a hole through my chest so it can escape and curl up beside him in spite of me. It is straight up torture to love a bad man this much. I have to let him go, I can’t […]
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Nice to See You
First of all, let me say I AM SO GLAD TO HAVE MY BLOG BACK! Those poor people over on Facebook probably think I’m insane. Ya’ll wouldn’t believe the volume of unsolicited advice. (https://www.facebook.com/xxxloverenee if you’re weird.) Second, I know that was you. All of you. Not at all surprised, but you could have layed […]
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That Far Up My Ass
There’s a thing I do where I give awful people the benefit of the doubt and try to see things from their perspective. Let’s assume they’re reasonable and that they mean well, no matter the damage they’ve caused. So here’s a breakdown of what Brian might have been thinking if he were fundamentally good, plus […]
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The Intent of the Law
I misrepresented Kohlberg’s stages of moral development in a conversation earlier today, I know because I just looked it up, so to preface what I want to say, I’ll right my wrong here. There are six stages, each with their own desired end, which I title differently than my source for the sake of accuracy […]
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Cheating
“Remain devoted to one another NO MATTER WHAT,” reads the pamphlet. A pang of guilt shoots through my gut, then my face contorts into a sarcastic snicker and I smack my lips. “Nah man, look, check this out…” I’m speaking for myself, but I’m a very fair person and I think that the real God […]
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If I Could Change It… Or Change You
Imagine you meet someone perfect for you. You’re usually the funny one, but this gal or guy makes you laugh your butt off and you need barely get a word in. They like to cook, good thing because you don’t, and they hate to do the dishes, which you don’t mind. The time you spend […]
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Who You Are
“The war is ours,” reads the bio of another fake profile depicting another familiar face with ten friends that look like people I know, but aren’t. “It’s called deepfake, you moron.” They all still tell me I’m crazy, you know? Everyone does, especially the people who know I’m right. Two years of gaslighting at the […]
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Dakota
Brian did me a favor and blocked you on Snapchat after that little tirade of yours, so I can’t reply to you directly. But I’ve been meaning to write you your very own blog for a good two years now, so I thought now would be the time, since you’ve provided me with so very […]
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