At judgment, God spoke to me of you. First he shriveled up my hands and made them cramp like yours. He wanted me to be sensitive to your pain as we proceeded through the conversation. He allowed me to hate you, but as I did, my hands would cramp. “You don’t want to wind up […]

It really was a joke, you know? God told me that this ending with Brian was seeded in its beginning. I had cheated on Dakota with Brian. Then I’d left Brian for Dakota. Then I’d come back. How could Brian have trusted me after all of that? I explained it to him later that my […]

“It’s a joke,” Brian would say. Our relationship was just a joke. It was his way out whenever I started to make too much sense and he was likely to have to admit fault. Who even cares who’s responsible? It’s all a joke. I hate that the pain is unavoidable. I want to be over […]

I think he fucked someone else. I think I saw her that day he disappeared at the hotel. Just poof, gone. Came back like 45 minutes later. A friend of some friends, but I’ve never met her. He has a whole snapchat just for talking to her, no other friends, no other activity. The narcissist […]

I was defending my relationship choices to someone recently and he kinda just virtually shook his head and threw up his hands, ready to back off about it. He had to warn me though that, “a leopard doesnt change its spots.” I maintained the opposite, insisting that they can, and that my particular wildcat already […]

I don’t really wanna write this post, cuz I’ve got nothing to say. A would-be client went off on me, stating that I deserve all the awful things in my life because he couldn’t find someone else to book with three hours’ notice. Look, I get it and I have actually been better about this […]