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For You, Baby

Anderson, I have a hunch that you read these things, cuz of that one time you kept asking me to define words that I had just used in a blog the day before. I’ m not mad, you’re not in trouble. In fact, I am probably the one with some explaining to do. But first, […]
My Fault I’m Stupid

You told me “I crave you,”With your hand on my thighThrough that delicious, deep kissThat I taught youMy “shut up” came heavy and lowI didn’t want you to knowI believed itIt was just a good way to loosen me upA little foreplay in the form of a lieBut I did crave youWith such desperationThat all […]
Dear Sister

Mom told me I should talk to you, but I think we both know how awkward that would be. How two little girls who shared a bedroom and a toybox full of Barbies turned into women who haven’t talked at all in three years, I’m not sure. I think you started slipping away when we […]
Same Shit, Not Today

Fucking Justin just had to let him in. I can hear them downstairs, even over the music, and I’m losing my mind. It’s like my whole soul is tearing at the inside of my body, digging a hole through my chest so it can escape and curl up beside him in spite of me. It is straight up torture to love a bad man this much. I have to let him go, I can’t […]
Reality

The end seems so funny looking back through the lense of all I know now. I found a text that you missed in your mass data deletion, presumably because it was assumed to have been a conversation with a neutral party. You were asking for donations, of course, and they were telling you to do […]
How to Fuck Up Less

Alright. So this is for my ex boyfriend, who is unlikely to take my advice and is more likely to feel personally attacked. I feel that it is my responsibility to him to write it anyway, and perhaps others will benefit from it despite him. How to Fuck Up Less in Relationships #1 Trust your […]
To the Women

I’ve seen at least one of you mock me outright, and your behavior alone tells me you’re not evolved enough to understand just what that says about you as a person. So I’ll educate you. To inflict the sort of harm that you have and to then further victimize your victim reeks of sociopathy, or […]
That Far Up My Ass

There’s a thing I do where I give awful people the benefit of the doubt and try to see things from their perspective. Let’s assume they’re reasonable and that they mean well, no matter the damage they’ve caused. So here’s a breakdown of what Brian might have been thinking if he were fundamentally good, plus […]
As I Understand It

So you guys are probably thinking, “What the hell is up with Brian? Was the infidelity scare real or was it all made up by some malicious third entity? How did your friends know if they weren’t making it up?” Or maybe you’re not a fucking idiot and you pretty much already know that he […]
Break-up Blog

I know that when I leave here today, it will be for good, and it will be alone. I’ve felt it coming for a while now, but I had to try to hold on. Because, and he’ll scoff or worse when he hears this, I adore the man. It was inevitable that this day would […]